Archive for Plans Change

Deciding What To Do First

I have quite a few websites, I need to do research on for my father, for me, and for a couple of clients.  I consider myself an above average researcher on the web. We are so connected to so much information.  Some is correct while other facts need verification.

Today I almost feel asleep when I was sitting at my father’s kitchen table.  I have sleep apnea so I never get a full nights sleep, and drag through the day.  Today we have many errands to do together.  I took Dad to buy some new tennis shoes because he cannot do it by himself.

He talks about when the shoe salesperson would measure your foot, and brings you boxes of  shoes you showed interest in so you can try them all on.  Then you pick out the most comfortable pair of shoes, and off you go to the register to pay for them.

My dad was thrilled to have new tennis shoes.  I found my dad a great pair tennis shoes that are light weight, air in the heels, and he says they fit perfect.  Plus, they were on sale.  I was so happy for my dad, but now my back, neck and shoulders are on fire.  That is why I need help.  I am physically unable to take care of my father all by myself.  This is upsetting to me. We need to find a back up just in case I cannot make it over to my dad’s house.

We are working with fence contractors, 3 different organizations who want me to send back their links and my decision, in an email, by tomorrow morning. Plus about 2 other people need the same type of answer.  I am with my father during the day, so no laptop.  At night I have house and country chores, family, animal and watering responsibilities along much m….  So the million dollar question; how do I decide what to do first?

Getting closer everyday to promote my blog……  Night Night ~ Think Clear ~


My To Do List

I have always kept a to do list, and a must do list.  Both lists change depending on which list crosses off a must do or have to do tasks.

Now I have keep track of all my father’s appointments, errands and the rest of the package. It’s a lot to do and I don’t get my work that pays the bills done during the day.  I love my father and I wish we could afford to have someone help us.  Dad puts his best foot forward each morning.  My mother always said to start each day with a “clean slate.”  I love the fact that each morning is a fresh day without carrying any baggage from the day before. I try to live my life this way.

Being that I didn’t sleep much last night, I am going to call it a night and spend more time with ALL of my blogger fans.  You know who you are – lol. Not one person – what a crack up.

Sweet Dreams ~ Think Clear ~

When You Don’t Know What to Do

How many times have you felt like you don’t know what to do?  Once in your life, once a year, once a month, once a week, once a day, or many times each day?

What happens when you take down  your guard only to be hurt even deeper by the same person?  Should you trust again? If so, how long should you wait?  If not, should that person be out of your life forever?

All I know is just when I feel like progress is being made, something comes up that makes me not trust.  My normal routine is only to trust once, but I am not sticking to my normal routine.

I better rethink all this and start making some decisions based on what I want to do with my life.

That’s it for now, **Think Clear**

PS> I wish I had someone to blog with about this entry!!


Took Time Out for Rest and Relaxation

I spent almost a week in a Tahoe.  I really needed time away from the tussle of everyday life. The forest smelled great.  It was really hot the first two days and then it cooled down so I could get work done.   I did some writing and reading too.  I am almost finished with the book.

If it weren’t for the fact that I had appointments later in the week, I would have stayed longer.  It is hard getting used to not having Internet connection.  It allows me to unwind so quickly.  The next time I go to Tahoe,  I will be closing it down for the winter months.

Okay, I want all vacation plans in place within the next two months. **Think Clear**

My Life is Changing

I can feel that my life is going through a change.  Not sure that it’s going to be a good change, but it’s a change nonetheless.

With every blog I have written so far, I have always tried to find the good in each day or one thing to focus on that made my heart feel good, but this morning 1 am Wednesday, my heart is sad and I don’t know what my future will hold.

I might be making a huge change rather soon.  I don’t know when or how this will happen, but it is going to happen.  You can take that to the bank.

It’s hard when you only have yourself to count on.  It certainly makes life a lot harder to deal with and change.  I’ve lived through worse – so……………………….

Looking For A Virtual Writing Job

Greetings All,  I believe I mentioned that I’d applied for a writing job a week or so back.  Well, I just found out that they are not hiring any one from California, but they would like to keep my application on file should anything come up in California within the next 6 months or so – yeah right.  That’s about as long as any job club will keep your resume = 6 months.  Then you should re-apply if you’re really interested in working for them so they will keep your resume live and as part of their current applicants.

I can’t lie so I have say that I feel disappointed.  Let’s face it.  The competition out there is fierce to put it mildly.  I am dealing with all levels of writers.  I’ve been writing technical documents for years and non-technical documents for a little over a year now.  I enjoy writing technical and non-technical documents because I love to write.

Anyway, I am looking for a part-time “work from home” writing job. I am dependable, knowledgeable, educated, experienced, and I want to exceed my employers expectations. Please keep me in mind if you should hear of something that fits my job criteria.

Thank  you and it’s time to start getting ready to celebrate the 4th of July 2009.

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